||[Sep. 25th, 2004|09:29 pm]
|||||The dryer in the back ground...||]|
Grr!!! I just bought a P90 full automatic electric airsoft gun and the fucking thing wont work! AHH! I've been dying to get one of these forever, I get one and the fucking thing wont work. Plus theres no game tonight, which sucks... Hopefully I'll be able to return it for another tomorrow or maybe see if it just needs a new battery. The charger shows it as charging, but anyway, hopefully we'll have a game on Tuesday and I can kick the shit out of those guys with the pump action shot guns! haha! Thoughs things hurt. Now the only problem with the P90 is the ammo rattles around, alot! And the motor is loud... So playing night games with this thing may take some getting used to, but I've got a feeling it's full auto ablity will easly make up for it. :-D
Hmm, well Marks been out of power for the past few days, looks like his nimrod sister hasn't actully paid the electric bill in about 6 months, somewhere around $800! She just pocketed the money, so now Mark has a power cable running from next door to run different things at different times. I talked to him for a short while on AIM but he couldn't stay on long. So I'm gonna go pick him up in a minute and see if he wanted to go to Royel Oak cuz I don't have to work tonight! Woo hoo!
Last night after work was somewhat weird, I guess it's odd enough to write down... I sat and takled to Megan for a good while about how much we hate what Darcy has turned into... They used to be great friends and now there very different, Megans a goth model and Darcys a spolied italian princess, Darcy seems to look down on Megan (atleast thats how she put it) and I see what she means, I went to Darcys house awhile back in black fat pants and just basic all black stuff, she said I looked hot but it made her feel like I was younger, I told her at this very moment I'm doing better with everything in my life then before, what does the way I dress have anything to do with the way I act? She says it just makes her thing of her highschool days when she dressed like that, I guess thats how she connects the two. Now I normaly just dress in shorts, or large pants, with a heavy metal shirt of some sort. Megan is always in something crazy, fishnets (legs or arms lol) tail boots, almost always all black, that sort of thing. So I do wonder how much Darcy looks down on Megan? Hmm, anyways the real point of all this is I havn't talked to Vanessa in awhile and I heard she was going up to Coneys last night so I was rather happy about it. When she showed up I was like the "vanessa!!!" she just gave a quiet "hi..." and just walked right by me, when I asked whats wrong she said nothing, then Megan asked whats wrong she again said nothing... I went to go make some food and went to sit with them, when I did Meg and Vanessa just talked among themselves and I wasn't in it at all... Then as I was leaving I paid there bill, I'm not sure if I was being nice or just trying to show her in some way that no matter how badly she treats me I'm still there, because I know shes more broke then I. I still feel badly for what happend between us and I feel it's my fault shes the way she is now, this whole depressed no one loves me and I love no one mode. She clams to have been like this a long time but I know it's bullshit, shes been my friend for a long time and she wasn't like this till we had our falling out, so I guess I'll take the blame for it. Well, I'm off and hopefully I can cheer myself up after all this...