||[Oct. 26th, 2004|11:28 am]
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What a pile of problems... Still jobless, this sucks ass... I've gotta get a job by the end of this week or I'm fucked. Havn't really talked to Darcy latly, shes doesn't call or even IM me anymore, looks like I just passed right through her life as if I wasn't even there... But Katy and I are doing well, every now and then we get on one anothers nerves, but thats about it. Whenever were not out looking for a job we either spend out time together or out playin' airsoft with friends, we played last night, that was awesome! I was in full camo with a tac vest and this cloak that Katy has which blends very well, I was using my spring powered M16 to sniper at close range with, though most the night I was counter sniping against a guy using the same tactics. He too was the only other person in full camo and using an M4 (a shorter cut down M16). But Mark and Katy didn't like the new park we were playin' at, to many houses and such near by, and there was only 8 people total last night and way to big of an area for 8 people. So yeah, I had fun last night! But it's hard playin' airsoft with Derick without wanting to ask about Darcy, I guess it's just hard for me to deal with her movin' on and fuckin' someone else, don't me wrong I'm doing the same as I'm sure it bothered her aswell. The other thing is I'm not sure if I want to be in a realationship right now, I kinda liked being single, I think theres just something about the freedom, I could careless about sleepin' around, it's just not having to worry about someone else. Things were actully a little easier on my own. I dunno, only time will tell, hopefully things will work out and I won't have these feelings, I just hope no one gets hurt in the long run... Well, I guess I'm off, got some house work today.